I cannot change the mistakes I made yesterday, God can’t forgive me every time I pray and say sorry for the same sins I may commit again today
What happened, what did I do? What have I done, is that what I can become, I say fear none, but from myself I want to run
Don is this you’re forever Young
These after affects are not fun, there’s no sun, so happy I never bought that gun
What happens when the tears fade away, will I be okay, if you left me, chose to go away, im scared to ever face that day
I am no saint; goodness in me at times can be invisible, at best faint
So ill say it again, I am not great, I believe in fait, but relate when they say your choices today determine your destiny tomorrow , maybe life is an existence we borrow, excuse my hollow form of guilt shame an sorrow, without love I am hollow, empty alone multiplied by ten thousand and twenty
A unknown figure, I don’t have a gun, but a crazy mental trigger, I SNAP, an I can never take back the things I do or say when im like that, so I guess when the tears fade away ill be left with today
But today, everyday , just for today, ill make up for yesterday, the tears faded away, she didn’t leave me today, instead she came , saw my feelings of guilt, shame, once more I promised this would never happen again.
This would be the last, what we have will never become the past.
In her eyes I see life, I see future, I see my wife
Love like this iv never felt, the best love story could not explain , the feelings she makes me feel again and again, and maybe at times we drive each other insane, but love is not like a game, love that is real, love that can heal, can also reveal insecurities we feel, as in the one we love most we choose to confide, our flaws we cannot hide
So for her I decide to let go of my pride and no longer hide the pain that’s inside
Its hard for me to pretend that I comprehend why to her the one I love most such words I chose to send, she is my lover , my very best friend, without her, the only two words ill have left are THE END.
I didn’t mean to hurt you beautiful, I didn’t mean to make you cry, I wish that I knew why, but today & tomorrow, forever I will try, to be the very best guy, and never again make you cry, I know its hard for you to ever forget, but trust me when I say the words I spoke I do regret, I love you forever this to I hope you will never forget.
So when the tears fade away, I hope you’ll believe me when I say, I am sorry my GORGEOUS Caleche, I could never mean any of those things I said, if I did God has the right to strike me dead
The following though I really mean..
A beauty like yours iv never seen, all my life where have you been
My respect for you is so great, your more than pure, you’re my serenity, to my lonely broken heart your love became the cure, id never expose all these feelings if I wasn’t sure
The angel of purity, the angel of love possessing the security to insecurity, the angel to my every weakness, within you I have found strength you better believe this
You lift me higher than iv ever been, you show me places I have never seen
Happier I could never be, than when you’re right here with me, my angel my destiny
Come and fly with me, let’s find that place we meant to be, lets fly beautiful angel, you & me...
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