For my Beautiful Darling Caleche

What happens when the tears fade away, an all I have left is memories , memories of the evil words I now wish I didn’t speak, didn’t say

I cannot change the mistakes I made yesterday, God can’t forgive me every time I pray and say sorry for the same sins I may commit again today

What happened, what did I do? What have I done, is that what I can become, I say fear none, but from myself I want to run
Don is this you’re forever Young
These after affects are not fun, there’s no sun, so happy I never bought that gun


What happens when the tears fade away, will I be okay, if you left me, chose to go away, im scared to ever face that day

I am no saint; goodness in me at times can be invisible, at best faint
So ill say it again, I am not great, I believe in fait, but relate when they say your choices today determine your destiny tomorrow , maybe life is an existence we borrow, excuse my hollow form of guilt shame an sorrow, without love I am hollow, empty alone multiplied by ten thousand and twenty

A unknown figure, I don’t have a gun, but a crazy mental trigger, I SNAP, an I can never take back the things I do or say when im like that, so I guess when the tears fade away ill be left with today

But today, everyday , just for today, ill make up for yesterday, the tears faded away, she didn’t leave me today, instead she came , saw my feelings of guilt, shame, once more I promised this would never happen again.
This would be the last, what we have will never become the past.

In her eyes I see life, I see future, I see my wife
Love like this iv never felt, the best love story could not explain , the feelings she makes me feel again and again, and maybe at times we drive each other insane, but love is not like a game, love that is real, love that can heal, can also reveal insecurities we feel, as in the one we love most we choose to confide, our flaws we cannot hide

So for her I decide to let go of my pride and no longer hide the pain that’s inside
Its hard for me to pretend that I comprehend why to her the one I love most such words I chose to send, she is my lover , my very best friend, without her, the only two words ill have left are THE END.

I didn’t mean to hurt you beautiful, I didn’t mean to make you cry, I wish that I knew why, but today & tomorrow, forever I will try, to be the very best guy, and never again make you cry, I know its hard for you to ever forget, but trust me when I say the words I spoke I do regret, I love you forever this to I hope you will never forget.

So when the tears fade away, I hope you’ll believe me when I say, I am sorry my GORGEOUS Caleche, I could never mean any of those things I said, if I did God has the right to strike me dead

The following though I really mean..

A beauty like yours iv never seen, all my life where have you been
My respect for you is so great, your more than pure, you’re my serenity, to my lonely broken heart your love became the cure, id never expose all these feelings if I wasn’t sure

The angel of purity, the angel of love possessing the security to insecurity, the angel to my every weakness, within you I have found strength you better believe this
You lift me higher than iv ever been, you show me places I have never seen

Happier I could never be, than when you’re right here with me, my angel my destiny
Come and fly with me, let’s find that place we meant to be, lets fly beautiful angel, you & me...

 

Time to turn, & Fight !!!

My name is Don THEART

Words are one of my many forms of art
These are the emotions I release from my heart, not thinking twice as I start
In your life somehow, someway, one day I hope they will play a positive part

I speak constantly of how the past demons may taunt me, how what happened yesterday comes back to haunt me

Well I have chosen to turn and fight, enter that place consisting of darkness and no light

I cannot keep running like a wanted criminal, time for me to be subliminal
Time for me to ignite the darkness and be the light, give evil sight, and show them what it means to do what is right, I choose to turn and fight.

Evil envious laughs, its alright, it wont change that iv chosen to stand up and fight

I need no followers, reverse psychology, subliminal me, Settting this free, D.O.C

Jesus Christ had only 12 disciples

This is me, and who I choose to be, this is me Gods given destiny, I AM FREE

Free from evils misery, open your eyes and see, these words are for more than me
Greater than I , are you living a lie?
Have you asked yourself why?
When looking in the mirror have you seen evil in your eye
Have you made the ones you love most cry?

Can I tell you why ?

There are angels above in the sky , there’s angels below trying to teach us how to fly

Then there are demons, that make us cry, that feed us a evil lie to why you meant to make the ones you love cry

I say let them try, then smile, its time we turn the other cheek

Do not mistake the words I speak, their own words are what one day they will eat

You have greatness to meet
Take their weakness an show them what makes a D.O.C what makes Gods Angels so unique
I can relate, when you ask , at what stage should we retaliate ?

But that is just it , they want you to retaliate, they want to bring you down to their evil state, but instead retaliate by turning the other cheek, this is what makes A D.O.C GOD’S ANGELS UNIQUE



I CHOOSE TO FIGHT EVIL WITH GOODNESS
I TURN , I FIGHT, BUT I DO IT RIGHT

I TURN THE DARK TO LIGHT
THE EVIL BLINDED FIND SIGHT

I BECOME THEIR LIGHT IN THE NIGHT
GOODNESS I TRY INSPIRE,..IGNITE

Metamorphisis

God told me I wouldn’t be here for long
He told me I better hurry up, finish this song
Walk the path, find the place I belong
Change, do right, no more wrong, soon you’ll be gone

Fix every mistake, You are cleansed an Angel 88

When I leave know that you’ll never be alone
Ill be living in your memory, today im fulfilling my destiny

Running out of time, reaching the end of my life line
Life 9, a heart beat so faint so fine

A heart beat so weak, yet a heart so strong , deciding to fix all that’s wrong

A metamorphosis

As the Caterpillar starts to cocoon, he appreciates the vision of what he believes will be his last moon
Little does he know he will be returning soon

He will return & be able to fly
He will come back a beautiful butterfly

The Angel of the insect world, he would soar , fly high , pretty butterfly, a new life, a new high
Flying with the birds in the sky

But his wings cant be touched, a weakness, maybe a illness, for if they touched, he will lose flight, he will become a fallen Angel, a insect once more, and there he will die an Angel a insect with broken wings

I got given a second chance, to give this life one last dance
I entered a psychotic trance , I entered a world of drugs, crime an corruption at age 13, Don for 8 years left the scene, became a insect, a reject, a defect, a regret.

Lost myself, damaged my health.

Maybe I waited to long, God speaks of punishment for what we’ve done wrong

So he told me fix what you’ve done wrong, soon you’ll be gone

Finish this song , express your art, remember you surname , you are Don The Art

So time to Don The Art, lead the art, like a butterfly , here’s a second chance a fresh start, but all you’ve got is this final dance, and after that perhaps you’ll enter a heavenly trance

Named a leader, Spirit of a believer, a giver, less of a receiver, the quarter back, throw it back, have them celebrate that, walk away with no more than a pat on the back, give thanks for that.
A fallen angel, the angel of death, soon to collect his debt, your final breathe

These are the cards you’ve been dealt, like a candle your wax is starting to melt, the faintest flame, this is for your guilt , your shame, but you’ll leave behind your flame, you will leave behind a example,life within your name

The world of those that know you , will never be the same

Lucifer & God entering my dreams again & again, my mental brain has taken strain, but God comes to my aim, again & an again

He says

Don you doing well, but close in your rear view is a burning smell, the smell of hell
The past demons still taunt you, they still haunt you, they want to stop you, slow you down, drag you 6 foot underground

You wont be here for long, there’s a place above you belong , finish your song, keep doing right do no wrong, hurry , it wont be long , stay strong, soon you’ll be gone

No time to wait, Angel 88, this is your fait