Tuesday 29 April 2014

Be my Rainbow

Words are fascinating to some, and to others mean very little an often none.
I use to have a love for only winter an its rain maybe I felt the coldness numbed my pain
I use to hate summer an its sun
Perhaps been exposed to the sun
I felt vulnerable an less numb
A really strange metaphor
Truthful none the less
Rain is a beautiful metaphor for pain
As is sunshine for happiness after the rain

A rainbow symbolizes an end to the rain
It’s colourful an happy
An is there to let u know sunshine is soon to appear,
Happiness an is near
A rainbow symbolizing the end to the pain felt in the rain

There u were, there you appeared, like a rainbow all your beautiful colours shine
Do you represent the sun after my rain?
The joy after my pain

Red, green, yellow an blue

Years later an here I find you

A red so true symbolising your love that seems so pure
Yellow so bright symbolising the beauty that could be the light in the darkness of the night, the star that shines most bright
Blue representing your rain, your pain, which will never be in vain
Red, yellow an blue these three true colours they make amazingly beautiful you
As these 3 colours blend and mend so beautifully inside they create the final last colour appear
This been green, the most beautiful green I have seen
Gently formed together inside a beauty within shining so beautiful on the out
You see my soul; you make fulfil this dark empty whole you help me find the place of happiness I belong
Beauty inside an out, I don’t want to be wrong I don’t want to doubt
Will you be my sun, that special one
Be the joy after the pain
Be the sunshine after rain

Be my rainbow

Monday 14 April 2014

Don, Donny, Donovan

DONNY ! DO THIS.. nO DONNY DO THAT!!
Donovan did this , No Donovan did that..
Don said this, no Don said that

Who are you to command me?
When you dont understand me
Who are you to judge me? Who are you to correct me?

Dont you get it , you'll never perfect me..

Don your alone, you talk to yourself more than you do anyone else
No , no, Im SPEAKING TO DONNY, your crazy!!
No Donovan , Don is crazy. .

Am i alone? . .

In this world i do best on my own, best alone..
Maybe i choose to be alone

DONNY ! DO THIS.. nO DONNY DO THAT!!
Donovan did this , No Donovan did that..
Don said this, no Don said that

No it was rap!!!
Don turn that down , stop listening to that crap
what Rap???

Rap?? Rap?? RAP!!!!!

OK let me give you rap!!

Poetry in motion , an emotional explosion, like a magical potion
This is my deadly devotion
DONNY!!!Stop listening to rap!!!!!
STOP MIMICKING THIS STOP MIMICKING THAT??
WACKY WACKO WACK
DON your white stop talking black

So deep. so intense ,thats the rumour?
Donovan decided to add some humour

This is me , and what im meant to be
This is the me i choose to be
Don, Donny, Donovan
Yes im 1, 2 an 3
They all me , all 3.

I seek no approval, no pitty, im cocky im whitty
Im good im bad , often im shitty
Infected by rap?
crap , crap, CRAP!!
Don said this, Donny said that?

Yes it was me, it was us 3

Im this im that, atleast im me , all 3 of me
The 3 iv been chosen to be..
Hate me ? Keep hating!!
Love me ? Ill love you too
Judge me? doesnt budge me!

Self pitty? Make no mistake..
I thrive off pain, ill fall an fail just to rise an come back stronger again
I love the thunder i love the rain

Truth or dare, i dont care
Im me , an thats rarer than rare
IS THAT A WORD

I DONT CARE :)





That boy in the corner , his a transformer

These silly little rhymes , help me an hopefully others get through rough times
DON u need to see a psycoligist to deal with your grief..

This is not healthy, all this hurt and anger inside
Swallow your pride an go express the pain you try so hard to hide
Find someone within who u can confide

SEE A PSYCOLOGIST?
WHAT GETS SAID BETWEEN THESE FOUR WALLS STAYS BETWEEN THESE FOUR WALLS?
AND HOW DOES THAT MAKE U FEEL?

Im gonna pass on that . instead ill put on my life track
Spit the words right here,.. what you think about that??

Im in no need of psycology, This is my Audio biography
The tunes in my head, the words in my invisible pen
Words deep underground , lost an waiting to be found
An imaginary sound, our reality is what we make
Mine will be what i choose to take

My BEST friend died, yes i cried , for a few months i chose to hide
Then i chose to swallow my pride, let the good an bad in me colide
I chose a side, its not only me that lost someone
Its not only my best fried thats gone, A mother lost a son
A brother found his other
A beautful girl lost her one true lover
I am selfish what gives me the right to hide an go undercover?
So this is what i chose to discover

Brendon :Don u need to start a blog
Don : YOU mad bro , go take a jog

Look bro , i finally did, it i started a blog,
More than 25 000 views google adsense , google news :/

Why do i need psycology ?
This is my Audio bigraphy, my form of art, just like your street life photography
Iv got something i wanna say , but ill keep that something personal for another, maybe brighter day.
Skies red,pink blue or grey, ill be okay, your My gaurdian angel you never went away , you with me night an day
Thats why im happy thats why im okay
Ill make you proud, giving up is not optional
Past images pain so graphical, harder to express than a stastistic based mathematical
We only new one number
Best left there under
Sunshine, lightning an thunder
Infinite, forever young this be legit
Never give in, forget how to quit
Justify your faith in me, this is only the start
Blood , brother you live in my heart
Life an death cannot keep our souls apart
This is only the start

This grief , finds relief, ill never be brief, eyes with ambition hidden underneath
Secret message, secret meaning, soul cleansing,comprehending? different vison, different view , different me different you?
No hint , no clue, do this for me do this for you

The truth , couldnt be more true

Losing my mind? hope you dont mind? Losing my mind, enjoying the thrill it takes to find
Im the clarity, in my own reality, im the sane in my insanity, im the vain in my vanity, The disciple of Christianity
The crazy , in crazy, the boy in the corner with not much to say??

That boy in the corner , his a transformer






Tuesday 8 April 2014

Im Back!!!

Yes im back

I took a little break, Kitcat!!
I guess i needed some personal space
I left almost closed this blog , i wanted to say my say leave no trace, im back Today!

You no my name , you've heard my pain
Yes iv went insane time and time again..
escaped this reality , only to re -find a better clarity..
Entering a unique spiritual dimension..
My powerful minds invention?
Or was this a blend of heavan an hells invention

My story moulded through heart ache an pain
yet i smile i prevail again an again
You cant defeat me..
You cant beat me, undefeatable, unbreakable , anshakable , i fall ..
At the end ill always stand tall
And you ... Back to your dark whole you'll crawl

The devil paid me a visit once more, 3;33 am , He told me i cant be good
Im no good, im all bad. . .
If i try do good , ill never be happy only sad . .
Look to your past theres a dark cloud that follows you
And no matter the good you do
That darkness will never leave you

I looked his evil in the eye
I said Demon this may be true, but your repuation is only a lie
So now you look me in the eye
Look over hear , watch me spread this verb tear by tear
And note this tear is not that of fear
This tear means i feel , i feel what its like to be real
i feel that it takes pain , discipline an sacrafice to heal
I fear no rain, i fear no pain..
I fear no darkness, no dark cloud..
To me the darkness seems light
your evil i will fight
I will destroy you in your night, burn you with the fire , make you run from the light, in your darkness ill be the light
You can not take my sight , An stop me from doing right.

In my past there may be pain , things iv done wrong, the past is not forgotten an will never be gone
I am punished for my sins everyday , iv lost many, some will never forgive my sins of yesterday..
Yet theres no punishment worse than the past i have to face everyday, Everynight i cant sleep , i cannot erase the page of yesterday
It haunts me, you can taunt me

but i will do good, walk the road i should
live with no regret
I have a righteous debt
This is my destiny

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