Friday 4 October 2013

Forever and Always

Wow! Today I can only smile..
Iv accepted what I cannot change

I often wish that my dreams an reality I could re- arrange
I find it awfully strange

As I close my eyes at night, as I shutdown an fall asleep
I enter a world I cannot keep
I wonder if maybe you too dream of me when your asleep
Your the only dream I ever remember when I wake
Is it possible that two souls so far apart , could have the same dream?
Did u dream what I dreamt last night?
I guess this is highly unlikely
You in my dreams I cannot avoid I cannot fight
In the darkness of the night, in you I maybe find the light
Maybe I tried so hard with u, not to try fix what was broken, but to finally speak with you what I felt was unspoken
To find peace, peace of mind After you something I cannot find
I guess that peace I seek, that peace that i cannot find, even subconsciously in dreams makes my mind re wind
Maybe I felt you could give that to me
Or maybe your just forever meant to be there
I guess you truly are the angel from my nightmare

How can u no longer care, how could you so easily walk away, an never come back
Ill never understand, how the one I thought loved me most, could just forget an be gone

Sorry for the outburst, but sometimes that's what really hurts

Only you can make my dreams come true..
Yet you my dream girl living In my dream world An for that I'm thankful to 
We gave it our best, an know literally its been put to bed, put to rest, I use to fight it.. now I invite it

In the dark when im dreaming you the spark you ignite it
I have this far-fetched illusion , that one day we will sleep walk, yes sleep walk, an you will finally be there when I open my eyes

Forever waiting, forever dreaming Nothing matters when that what matters most is gone. In this life or the next, no matter how long. My heart , all my strength,all my love is with you. Forever an always .