This is me

They say a first impression is something that will last, we are all to be judged due to our past.. Time goes by so fast, yet a first impression is what seems to last.

If u knew me today?? what would u say ?? if u knew me yesterday what would u say? if u knew me today would u stay ..

People change , some go back to their old ways, some have better days, some realize they need to live day by day... for today..

Some realize to the lord they need to pray for the strength an courage for today.
They look back over their shoulder , they see themselves growing older ,..
The past seems at a distance..
There past is what made them today's existence

Goal by goal , they start to re - find their soul , slowly rebuilding it to a whole , a full soul .. Maybe even a new soul , they reaching for something they thought was beyond them , never reachable, never achievable, they feel as though what they were was unbelievable .. What was I then , I came out the lions den , I started all over again , I looked around .. An god was my only true friend .. He was there by me from the beginning till the end , he helped me through .. He helped me through , what u can never c in my eyes , u have no clue .. See beneath my eyes there is a disguise .. Iv told lies , I have so many unanswered why's? Iv heard cries , iv cried , my soul has died, iv broken my pride , iv tried to run , iv tried to hide , I found the sun , I got stuck in the rain , iv felt joy , iv felt pain , yet iv seen the sun shine again

If u knew me today, what would u say??
if u knew me yesterday what would u say??
if u knew me today would u stay ..

Know one truly opens there eyes.. These words, these emotions, my vocabulary is only so wide .. Or is it my vocabulary I try to hide.. Do I put the deepest of my emotions aside?? ..

Do I have something to prove?? .. These words I mix match an move .. Is this for u to approve ??..
Do I run out of words to say ? do u know me today?? Or did u know me yesterday ? Will u come back one day ??..
Is it for you that I pray ?..
Or is for me that you stay ?? ..
When the skies are blue , when the skies are grey , when its night or when its day .. Whether there's stars , or just a moon .. Will I be leaving soon?? ..
Will I be here today? will I be there tomorrow?
will I know you today will I know u tomorrow ?
Will I be with u in times of sorrow ?
Will I be here tomorrow..

So many questions , so little answers.. Can u distinguish between the two??
Can I answer these questions for you?
Can u answer these questions for me?
Will u open your eyes an see that only faith holds they key?
So I'm me today, I'm me tomorrow I may be a different me to today, but that's okay ..

I'm here today.. I know that I'm still okay .. So these questions go as follows ..


If u knew me today?? what would u say ?? if u knew me yesterday what would u say?
if u knew me today would u stay .. if u knew me today would u stay ?