Thursday, 14 February 2013

NEVER COMING BACK

No words I rhyme, no words I write, no matter how hard I fight, no matter how much I use to do wrong an now do right, ill never bring u or her back, I hate this crap.

So I put on a track listen to rap, every song relates to her, relates to you, ill never forget you, ill never forget her, these visions could never be a blur, they tell me to keep writing, they tell me to not give up,keep fighting.

Like a dog this love is unconditional, my stories my rhymes they fact, I wish they were fictional , I wish I could retrace my steps, I wish I could bump my head an get rid of all these regrets, I wish I could repay all my debts..
I ask god for forgiveness for all my wrongs, people tell me be strongs..
Don stop listening to these songs , I tell them hit me, bump my head so hard that I 4get, please do it for me.
They say your past makes u what u are today,what am I today?.. Give my heart back, I need full red, not black..
Throw me in the ocean when its blue , I hate this shit, I miss you , feels like noone hears,seems like know one cares that I stood up wiped away all these tears faced my fears ..
I know u do , u saw me through, I came back a new me , used one as motivation , for what, I came back an she was no where to be found , I may aswel be 6 foot underground, guess I kind of am, metaphoricall.

My greatest fear is what I see when I look in a mirror an see a reflection of me, scared to lose my own sanity, but sometimes I wish I could go back there , lose my mind once more,escape this world , go to my own special reality, leave earths gravity, there where knowone can pull me down, where I don't care whether I smile or frown, u called me crazy , u called me psyco, u said im insane, u said don I love you, I love you bru, dude I love you.
You know what's crazy, people turn , they forget what u helped them learn, u become nothing more than as forgotten part of their past, when its the memories of them that will forever last, the greatest memories u got, an u left like something they forgot, I talk to you, I know you hear, I know u here, maybe u can't respond, maybe u can, but we have this bond, I'm so thankful to you, an all u helped me through.

I'm so thankful to her, an for what she once saw in me, an for giving me something know one could, making me feel something know one ever could, thank u for been there for me like know one ever would, ill never forget u or for what u stood, our times were good, our times were great, I still feel as though this is not your fate, this is not my fate,can't wait to see u at heavens gate, maybe one day she'll let me take her on a date, only in my dreams I guess.. I love you , god bless

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