In loving memory

Hey homey, hey dude, I can't see u , but u can see me, so I'm gonna talk directly to you ..
U can hear, your here, with us all.. Thinking, bru this a little gay..
Please listen carefully to what I'm about to say

I drive , I look right, nothing seems right, I look left , nothings left, my front seat is always reserved for you..
U don't even need to shotgun ..
To the woman u were as hot as the sun, I stood no chance when with you, but when they got to really know you, I think they were amazed, an couldn't help but be phased..
There's ordinary people, an extraordinary people, in the end we all equal, you were something beyond extra ordinary..
A legend in my eyes, its sad that in life there's so many goodbyes.. So many unanswered why's?
They so nobody ever really dies ..
There was so much more beneath your eyes, so much more behind that crazy cool hardcore disguise ..

U were born a champion , a fighter, a soldier , a gladiator .. U showed no fears, your passing has caused so many tears..
I know u hate to see us cry, but bru I never thought ud ever die, I was proud to be ur friend, these words u need to comprehend..

We will forever celebrate your life , ur existence..
No matter how far, no matter the distance.. I'll forever remember u for what u are.. Brendon means brave, brendon means prince, your a descendant.. Always fighting for what u believe , always giving more than u receive.. Loving truly, you were the truth, yourr heart was the proof..

Brendon u gave us all what money could never buy,what a special guy..

Mommy mel has so many children now.. Wow.. Mommy mel needs to remember that unfortunately its not her that gets to choose between heaven or hell.. Brendon your a story I will forever tell..

I have this vision.. That maybe in a way death was ur decision .. Not mentally, maybe emotionally an somehow u and ur brother committed spiritually..
U walked up there on those clouds , u ran through the crowds .. Screamed Zandres name aloud,.. U found him .. An smiled that special smile from ear to ear,hugged him tight, an said bro I'm here.

To me u made this world a better place, till the moment of your death, as u took your final breath , people could judge, u would never budge, u stayed true to you, the person I knew, this world needs more like you, someone so true, always standing by the ones you love no matter what they going through, no matter what u going through..

I was lost in this world, an my own, all alone , afraid of the unknown, no where to go, all the doors were shutting in my face, I'm sure I was on the verge of leaving this place, then u saved me.. After that u would never fail me, the love I have for you is something so hard to describe, u were always there by my side, through it all , stand or fall, all it took was one call.. U make the rest of the world look so small

U loved us all, u were a teacher, more than a preacher , a leader, never a people pleaser.. A female teaser.. Ur warmth stronger than that of a geezer..
There's an greek god called Caesar..
I think u stronger, u may not be here in body, but ur here in soul, in spirit.. A spirit so strong, never broken, your never gone..

My every action, ill do with u by my side, with passion , an know that u watching helping, feeling equal satisfaction .. My every achievement , I know you'll be by my side guiding me, surviving through me, with me, shining through me an all the people u knew ..whatever I do is for me , for you with you ..

You'll forever be apart of me, you'll forever be my homey ..
No matter the path I walk ill never be lonely , because iv got you an your my homey..

I love you