Find ur rainbow

So I write this rhyme , maybe from now till the end of time..

I know at the end ill be doing just fine..

So like everyone else iv emotionally felt so much pain, iv metaphorically seen days with endless rain..

My hearts taken strain.. in my own mind iv gone insane ..

Iv been that white boy that’s not afraid to sit alone on the cape town train ..

Iv stared death in the eye I don’t need to describe this u decide whether its true or a lie..

Iv caused my family great pain im sure many can say the same…

The hard part is to get over the shame admit that its only u to blame ..

Get up start a new life all over again..

Its that moment u stare into the mirror a reflection of who, u ask if that’s really you

Disgusted with what I see behind those eyes .. it’s a horror .. but u , the villain never dies

So they say pain that doesn’t kill u makes u stronger is life really worth living ay longer.

In a moment of insanity u turn to Christianity.. GOD will always be there for u no matter what u going through ..

Treasure all u have, u never know what uv got till its gone.. its only the beginning its not the end .. find ur place u do belong..

Be strong, ur pain is not in vain .. there’s always sunshine after rain ..

Find ur rainbow…