Repression

Maybe words is my form of release, with every word the intensity will increase , with every word the pain may decrease , If words are my only possesion, atleast it stands by me in a moment of repression,wanna know the definition?? ..repression plays a major role in mental illness an depression, an attempt by an individual to repel ones own desires, know that u know the definition, let me continue speaking fact no fiction, u see , I have battled through addiction , success was my decision ,yet I have this vision, my words are causing so much confusion , iv seen lucifer as an illusion, so as u sit there reading this feeling amused know that ur actually so confused, in my mind iv been places not for that of a human being , almost two years clean, if only u knew where iv been , if u could see through these eyes, if they could tell a story, about pain an glory, forget the why's , forget the lies, forget the painfull cries, take off my diguise, an see all my goodbyes.

Through this all , ill always stand up after I fall , I can do the impossible, I seek no pitty, I am really witty , iv got a mind like no other , I love my father my sisters an my mother , I have more than one non-genetic brother , I have felt the feeling of love , iv felt the power of my god above, I still feel my guardian angels love , I can be the kind of friend that will stand by u to the end , aslong as I'm not something u just trying to lend.. These words u need to comprehend..