Tuesday, 19 February 2013

No longer worthy - contradictions

All I try to do is be there, try show u that I care , u take my kindness for granted, like in your mind a grudge has been implanted its part of you, I don't know what it is I did to you, but okay, I'm done , now I'm really leaving you.

I won't be here when one day u come running back, if u think I will, u sure to be smoking crack, because iv literally just turned my back. Don't smile at me when u see me in public , don't be fake an talk to me , rather look through me , pretend u can't even see me .
Like I am to you , your also dead to me .
The person I once knew , she outgrew you.
She was never shallow, she had different values , know your just one of many statues .

I moved on , I knew we were long gone , yet I tried showing you just a little mutual respect, something I know regret, because it was never mutual.

I stood up for you, when u wernt even there..
U did the opposite , I thought it was unfair..
but at last its opened my eyes to show me just how little u actually care.

I became your biggest mistake, u became nothing more than something in my heart that would ache.
The aching is now gone , so long. Be gone.

U see the person you are when u see me to my face , an the person u are when I'm not around , they don't match an seem lost without a trace .

So I don't wanna know either of them . Your not my lover , your not my friend , these feelings are dead.
I should never have let you get into my head , I'm over it know though, for once an for all u can slip ill never again be there to catch u when u fall.

U don't deserve a goodbye , an in public your not worthy of a hello or as u say it, hi.
goodbye little beatle fly away nice an high don't come back , ud be on crack.

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