Saturday, 13 April 2013

Breaking Records

To overcome the greatest of fears, sometimes it takes blood sweat an many tears..
The blood u shed on the way, is worth it all at the end of the day.
The sweat may be a slow release of all your regret, an when u smelling foul, sweaty an wet.. remember what u give is what you'll get.
The tears u cry, the tears you felt running down slowly beneath your eye, that moment when u look up to the sky and ask god why??
That moment where you looked at your life an wished you could die ..
Those moments are in the past say goodbye

Its a new day, wake up look at the sky smile an say high..
If u believe u can fly, you will reach the sky..
I'm almost two years sane , and I can tell you my past it was never in vain.
I felt pain, I still love the rain, I know that ill never be the same again, but life is not a game, we only get one chance to change this world, to make a difference , to leave something special behind.
We all have our purpose, god has a plan, a plan for you a plan for me.
So when u feel uv failed, know that u have not failed, god has something better in store for you.
People may give up on you, but never give up on yourself, never give up on you.
There is something great in store for you..
Fight your fight everyday, we all have our fight, our own records to break, this is my life to take..
I learn from my every mistake, I overcome heartache,due to the fact that iv got so many records to break.
The blood sweat an tears , can go on for years.. At least I know I faced my fears.
Today I'm here, my path I walk its crystal clear.
I was once love blind, my sight took years to find.
Now its found , iv moved on , that mole is underground.. Something special iv now truly found ..
Never again will I turn around ..over here I'm safe an sound ..
I saw demons as an illusion , in a state of confusion, sometimes I still need to fight those visions when they try enter my mind , I close my eyes an pray 'Dear lord Jesus, please let me be okay, my only fear is myself .. My mental health..
Almost two years sane, please lord god never let me go back again, give me the strength, to walk through the rain, thank you for your spiritual awakening, There's a reason my world was shaking..
Thank you for opening my eyes, thank you for sparing my life time after time, crime after crime..
I will fulfil my purpose,I will break records do what everyone tells me is impossible, with blood sweat an tears, bless me with many years

2 comments:

  1. Never fear the future. remember the Lord has plans for you

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  2. i dont :) and i never forget that, thank you

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