When i chose to surrender

A day ill forever remember is the day I chose to surrender

What does it mean to surrender, does it mean you’ve given up, you’ve reached the end of the line, like in battle its time, retreat, accept defeat, the end you feel you about to meet

No, this would be incorrect, allow me to define
When one chooses to surrender, it’s a feeling so fine
The sun in your life is about to shine

You surrender all of yourself, over to a greater power, like baptism, I believe its another form of a spiritual shower
All the bad gets handed over sent to hell, that smell, its your wrongs burning in the fire

Purified

We all have secrets, shame,guilt we choose to hide, maybe its hidden beneath a deadly sin known as pride, life can be a roller coaster ride, Tighten that seat belt, happiness isn’t measured through cash wealth, The guilt the shame, it can be bad for your health, Others we choose to blame, cant fathom the shame, then its time we find a better reason for them to remember our name

My name is Don, I use to choke on the bong, THE lolly made me Jolly, The CAT SCRATCHED MY FACE, big disgrace, im not white , not black, another kind of race, see im like a Oreo black an white another form of race, im from outer space, sent to change this place, then leave you all an be lost without a trace, ALIEN

Im going back to space

A heavenly space I found through grace, through surrendering my soul

My sins an wrongs started to take its toll, my guilt and shame played the biggest part in me going insane, but this was never in vain, FAITH restored helped me rise again

Have you seen a miracle, or have you only heard of such fairy tales?
Have you tried yet failed to change your ways?
Have you asked God for help for better days?

I have, I did, at first he chose not to answer my prayers
I chose to turn my back on God, he never turned his back on me, an angel told me
I blamed God, yet through moments of Insanity, and times alone, I always seemed to find Christianity

Serendipity, FINDING SOMETHING GOOD WITHOUT SEARCHING FOR IT

Now that was some HOLY shit

Truth is God saved me, God knows my story, he found me, turned my pain to Glory
Evil never was for me, more than once he sent his Angels to restore me

He sent Angels to open my eyes, and stop confiding in the demons in disguise
He opened heavens skies, told me to have faith, find faith, and once I do for me waits the greatest prize

These scary visions ,images, memories, I try describe, some I try to hide, oceans of tears I have cried
God saw the pain I kept buried inside
In the Holy Spirit I chose to confide

I said a prayer

God help me
God set me free
Help me find that place I long to be
This is not my Destiny

I cried once more

GOD please help me
These dark places inside
They killing me
God hear my prayer
God show me you there
Set me free
Please forgive me
This is my confession

These are my wrongs, these are my sins, please help me carry these great burdens
This load is heavy, Im no longer standing steady
Im about to fall, im on my last breathe

These wrongs will bring upon my death
God your all I have left

You’re the only one, please God forgive me, forgive your son

I want to make amends, I wanna know what it feels like to have real friends
I want to know love, A love gifted on earth an from above

I fear no man, with you God there’s nothing I cant , an everything I can
At this moment im no more than a silly boy, help me stand once more and become a man

God I beg help me, I surrender all of me to thee, Help me see
I choose to follow my destiny
Take this empty soul, God make it whole

I may not be worthy of forgiveness, these are my wrongs
I handover my list

Humans will sin, I look back an pretend that was my evil deadly twin
After all I am a Gemini, I was low, now I soar above the sky
God has showed me the greatest high

I look back an never ask God why

I say thank you for not letting me die, for never leaving my side
For sparing my life, for blessing me with life

Today I appreciate the finer things, like the birds that sing in the morning
Waking up alive an yawning, on this blog i am performing

I am no longer mourning, everyday I am changing, I am learning, respect an trust I am earning

Today I am in love with the most gorgeous Angel gifted to me from God above
I posses true friendships, I try walk the most righteous path, I truly smile, I can be happy I can laugh
I still fail, but I get up an never give up till I prevail
I am not perfect, but everyday I try taking a step to be better, to be great, I live by faith

To find my purpose, to do something so great, it’s never too late, so why wait, I believe in fait

Before I took so much for granted, when I chose to surrender appreciation was granted

More than three years later I can be phased by no hater

I can appreciate a relater

They say I inspire, my greatest desire
My mind God chose to re-wire

He walked into hell took me by my hand
Pulled me out the burning fire
With God by my side I just get Holy Higher

God gifted me his hand, and thanks to God I stand

He shows me my promised land


Have you seen a miracle, or have you only heard of such fairy tales?
Have you tried yet failed to change your ways?
Have you asked God for help for better days?

God help me
God set me free
Help me find that place I long to be
This is not my Destiny

Amen