One in a million

I think back, memories became like a photo album that was washed away, burnt away in flames,burnt an never to be seen on another day..
I don't know where you are, I hope that your okay
I'm sorry I just can't seem to go away, when for me to leave your life, I'm sure is something for which you pray..

My desperation, its sad, pathetic, something you've always described as infatuation
But is love not what makes us weak, is love not what makes us vulnerable, love is a action of which one cannot speak

I wish , I wish, I wish I could wash away these memories, I wish I could kill this feeling, let it go, I try, but as I start healing, I can't help shake this feeling, I wish we could start over, forget all the tears..
Never mind all the ears, put aside our fears
Take back our youngest years
An build many new years
If your not the girl I once new, an if I'm the guy you outgrew
It doesn't matter, there's nothing in this world I wouldn't do for a chance again to get to know you..

You were the one in a million, you were the one in a billion
I will never be the same without you
And maybe this is a twisted obsession, an infatuation
You may be right, you may be wrong, but since the day you've been gone
There's not one day for you my heart can't help long

I long for you an you only, without you, I'm empty, my heart will always be lonely
I'm proud of you, I'm so thankful to have known you
I'm sorry, sorry that you were a victim of my infatuation, my obsession, an if in your life iv caused any state of depression, aggression, I understand if this may be your form of protection, or even just flat out rejection

My heart dies when your gone, an when I see you, it comes alive, it beats at a rapid pace, which I'm sure is at a high heart attack risk, an then you leave without a trace..
You leave me lost in space
My heart loses oxygen, my heart dies
I'm lost, I keep going north, miles of skies
You have the oxygen to my heart
You taught me so much, your heart I know ill never get a chance to touch
With you gone
I'm a car without a clutch.

Follow your dreams, your greater, your more amazing, your more beautiful, you more rare
Than you'll ever believe
Your one in a trillion billion million

Never give up on who you are
You've come so far..
Look to the sky, look high, your the north star..
An though there may be troubles on your way
If you make it through the night there's a brighter day
Hold on you'll be okay
An once more ill try again to stay away