Subconscious State

These words I don’t choose to write
Like my dreams, it’s a subconscious state
Just as you to my own thoughts I too relate, dreams we can’t escape
Neither our memories our feelings our subconscious state

Some choose to debate, some out of jealousy start to hate, those that care smile as they understand why I posses this subconscious state, it really is our world to create, art is expression, expression comes in more than one form be creative time to transform, stand out , blend away from the norm

In us all a destiny is born, a purpose & lessons we have yet to learn
Recognition is not what I want to earn
I desire to inspire, within some re – ignite a fire
To lift a little higher, and to those burning extinguish your painful fire
Help you change, your past maybe you need to re – arrange
By starting today, starting a new page
Letting go of great rage, in good the bad can engage
Don’t fear change, don’t fear what’s strange

As I write an enter this subconscious state, I free my hate, I free my crazy state, an emotional alphabetical completely ethical, yet toxic chemical, my crazy wild imagination, flowing across many a nation, a beautiful infiltration, they say Don become a councillor , go see a councillor, to my life an yours im the ring announcer
Hold on, hold on, hold your applause, I need no councillor, my best friend died, go get some grief therapy, fuck that, his death plays role in my destiny
Don your chronically ill, for the rest of your life pop this an that pill
No I have a stronger will
More than 3 years I have not popped a pill
Anti psychotic, lithium to my brain is toxic
Clouded state, I prefer to call it my special subconscious state
Maybe the world does not relate, but check this shit I create
Donny must be crazy, the hit debate, but shit your crazy too because you relate
Some will love some will hate, I walk by faith, talk by faith, live by faith
Believe so great, that what’s meant to be will be, hate me or love me, you can stand on pillars above me, mock me, an shove me, God no matter what will always love me

Thankful for my every struggle, if its in my destiny make it double

You see once you’ve experienced pain so great, that it forever lives in your subconscious state, nightmares almost every night, everyday your mind you fight, an just before night you find the light, then once more the nightmares come and take your sight, once you’ve experienced this pain, there’s no thunder, no hail, no rain, no pain from which you cannot prevail

Stronger than ever , I got to keep it together for now an forever


BELIEVE
SACRAFICE
DISCIPLINE