28Th of June

I know that it’s not yet the 28th of June, BUT
This is important an deserves to be published soon

Once upon a time in June 1989
A boy was born on a day the Sun chose to shine

He may not have been planned; he may have been a surprise
Yet he felt so much love the first time he ever looked into his mommy’s eyes

The say a mothers love for her son is like no other
Thanks to you Mom, this iv learnt to discover
Thank you for tucking me in every night, and never forgetting to kiss and say goodnight
Thanks for keeping the door a little open so there was a light shining through my room when I was afraid of the dark at night

Thank you for never leaving my side, thanks for been the one within who I could always confide
Thanks for wiping away all the tears I cried
Thanks for holding my hand in tough times when all I wanted to was run and hide
A mom like you there is no other; my love for you is one of a kind
The kind of love you’ll never find
Time passes so quickly an often we wish we could rewind
But happy loving memories with you live forever in my mind
In my heart, you will always be, thanks for always seen the beauty in me

This is about to go a little deep, please do not weep

I made many mistakes; I know iv caused your heart to break
I never ever intended to hurt or upset you
I never ever wanted to mistreat or neglect you
You’re my mom I will always love an respect you
But Mom I’m truly sorry for all iv put you through

I know you’ll say its okay an tell me your proud of where I am today
I know there are countless nights for my safety, sanity, an serenity you would pray
I always use to say, ‘Mom I will die before you do’
An you’d reply ‘A Mother never wants to see her sons life taken before hers’

Well today I say,
Mom I am happy and I am okay
Your son will be right there holding your hand on your last day
I can vision it no other way
An as I hold your hand on this day I dread, you’ll rest peacefully knowing I have made you proud
An as you take your final breathe, you’ll look into my eyes an know your son has always loved you to death

You were there when I felt I had nothing left
You helped me get over my regret
You’ve read my every post, my every rhyme
For me you’ve taken the time
An yes my words are deep an sometimes when I write I depressively weep
But that’s what makes me unique I can go deep, I can weep, I can cry, I can live when I was meant to die, I can have a manic low, a manic high, but I can pick myself up after a dark place so deep an be thankful for the tears iv cried, an as on the day I was born the sun will shine
Just like me I will come out instead of hide
I will go play happily outside

Thanks for believing in me an my every word
Thanks for loving me more than I may deserve
Thank you for been there through the good and bad, the happy and sad
A better mom I could not have

I love you forever an always

Thank you for been my mom

Love to the stars an back from your only Son