28Th of June

I know that it’s not yet the 28th of June, BUT
This is important an deserves to be published soon

Once upon a time in June 1989
A boy was born on a day the Sun chose to shine

He may not have been planned; he may have been a surprise
Yet he felt so much love the first time he ever looked into his mommy’s eyes

The say a mothers love for her son is like no other
Thanks to you Mom, this iv learnt to discover
Thank you for tucking me in every night, and never forgetting to kiss and say goodnight
Thanks for keeping the door a little open so there was a light shining through my room when I was afraid of the dark at night

Thank you for never leaving my side, thanks for been the one within who I could always confide
Thanks for wiping away all the tears I cried
Thanks for holding my hand in tough times when all I wanted to was run and hide
A mom like you there is no other; my love for you is one of a kind
The kind of love you’ll never find
Time passes so quickly an often we wish we could rewind
But happy loving memories with you live forever in my mind
In my heart, you will always be, thanks for always seen the beauty in me

This is about to go a little deep, please do not weep

I made many mistakes; I know iv caused your heart to break
I never ever intended to hurt or upset you
I never ever wanted to mistreat or neglect you
You’re my mom I will always love an respect you
But Mom I’m truly sorry for all iv put you through

I know you’ll say its okay an tell me your proud of where I am today
I know there are countless nights for my safety, sanity, an serenity you would pray
I always use to say, ‘Mom I will die before you do’
An you’d reply ‘A Mother never wants to see her sons life taken before hers’

Well today I say,
Mom I am happy and I am okay
Your son will be right there holding your hand on your last day
I can vision it no other way
An as I hold your hand on this day I dread, you’ll rest peacefully knowing I have made you proud
An as you take your final breathe, you’ll look into my eyes an know your son has always loved you to death

You were there when I felt I had nothing left
You helped me get over my regret
You’ve read my every post, my every rhyme
For me you’ve taken the time
An yes my words are deep an sometimes when I write I depressively weep
But that’s what makes me unique I can go deep, I can weep, I can cry, I can live when I was meant to die, I can have a manic low, a manic high, but I can pick myself up after a dark place so deep an be thankful for the tears iv cried, an as on the day I was born the sun will shine
Just like me I will come out instead of hide
I will go play happily outside

Thanks for believing in me an my every word
Thanks for loving me more than I may deserve
Thank you for been there through the good and bad, the happy and sad
A better mom I could not have

I love you forever an always

Thank you for been my mom

Love to the stars an back from your only Son

D.O.B June 12 1989 Gemini

Today marks the date of my birth, 25 years ago I opened my eyes entered this world, arrived here on earth..
Before I arrived I was a mistake, at best a surprise, Good an Evil in disguise
Yet I was born too surprise, I had a destiny, my road had been paved, everything till this day was meant to be, meant for me

Open your eyes, look at me, if u know me, you may realise you can never count me out , failing an standing up is what life is all about
You see iv had many troubles along the way, till this very day, I saw my end, More than once I stared my own death in its eye, and as I was leaving floating high up in the sky, through the lightning through the storms,I kept fighting, what was once frightening became my enlightening, what was once my form of bleakness turned weakness an left people in my life speechless became my strongest strength
Ill never forget the tears alone I cried, ill never forget the pain which from you best I hide
Only few get to see my best side, as I was drifting in the sky, asking God to take my life. ‘End this shit, I just fucking want to die’

I looked down at this earth the place of my life, my birth..
The tears started to dry, and that’s when I realised I could never leave without saying Goodbye

I walked through hell, burnt flesh was the only smell, sucked in my tears, faced my fears, faced my demons, scars remain and stay the same after battling through thes years, but who can say they faced their fears?

God guided me through hell, to bring me back, back to heaven, back to you
You have no idea the struggles I have gone through to come back to you
To regain my soul from a place so dark, a place so cold, a place where spirits have been sold

Today I appreciate the finer things in life, no longer need to carry a knife, I appreciate how the son warms my skin, I appreciate the meaning behind a new day is about to begin
I appreciate the oxygen I take in
I get a little emotional on days Like today, tomorrow my D.O.B
I guess I just feel beyond blessed to still be here today on earth

Established June 12 1989
I came back, back to who ? you? No not you, I found me I came back to me
Don , Donny . Donovan

ALL 3 I SET THEM FREE

No Love is the same

It’s a cold rainy night, its dark, but soon it will be light, tiredness we try fight
As we lay side by side, her head on my chest, this girl, this beauty, I think my heart wants to invest
She whispers no love is the same; do you posses the kind of love that keeps me warm in this winter rain?
Miss, do u perhaps posses the kind of love that may never be in vain?
Is it your love that may one day keep me sane?

Love is rare, yet love is out there
To be fair, I always wondered where
Will you be the one I love?
Either way love or not I’m thankful for what I have got
An within you it’s more than I could ask for, an I ask for a lot
You represent peace, you represent true, you represent red, and you represent blue
Red as the blood slowly flowing to my heart, blue as the holy water cleansing my soul

You searched an found the good in me, an for you I want to set it free
Give you this hidden side, a side for years I chose to hide
I got hurt it dented my pride, so vulnerability I chose to hide
Never be seen as weak, think before I speak, be cautious of the feelings I choose to release
Anything you say can an will be used against you
You broke down a wall, an to be honest your so special
I smiled as I watched it fall
I decided I want to give you my best, give you may all
If in the end I am standing tall, or if I am quick to fall
You’re worth it all

My heart may have been on reserve, I may have lost my nerve
But she did not deserve, on the way there, you were the curve
U made me swing; you made me turn, in your eyes I started to learn
Within you I found a light, your beauty your kindness burnt away the pain of yesterday
Within you I found happiness, a new day

No love is the same; you get different kinds of love
Whether we like, lust or love
You’re more than just an angel sent from above