I grew up been the boy in the corner , the odd one out, no one knowing what I was all about, still today , I'm like a stray, think before you play, pray for another day , hope that in a few moments you'll be okay, rather leave than stay, can't snooze , can't lose,maybe I do, an maybe iv just got nothing to prove..
I use to abuse every possible drug, this was the closest thing I felt to love .. I lost my connection with a god above .. A substitute abuser , a sad sore loser , I was no more than another user , with a problem of more than just an addiction , walk past me you'll feel the friction , it may be electric .. A little energetic , another kind of aura ,maybe even a little pathetic ..
If I lost yesterday that's okay, yesterday is over , that's my past, today's a new day, so watch me play , I'm playing today , can you comprehend what I'm trying to say??
Easy to forgive , hard to forget , karma is something that punishes you for what you regret , karma comes back an reclaims her debt .. So be cautious before placing your bet ..
Judge me if u know me today , but if you knew me yesterday , be careful of the words you spray,I hear everything you say..
Like an infection , I could never be the definition of perfection , so when you sleep know that I pray for your protection , In my dreams an yours I still feed you love an affection , that's where we together , till the day I die that's my form of forever , life did take my friend , but my life goes on its not yet the end, this is not a dead end , please these words try comprehend
Your still my friend , ill see you at the end .. Guess you beat me to the finish line , know that without you I'm not completely fine , everytime I think of you the shivers run down my spine , every night I look up I watch the stars shine , to me that's what you've become , your forever young ..
I don't live without you , I only breathe without you , I know your here in spirit , an yes I miss you, you know everything I went through, an homey that's why I'll always love you, you stuck by me no matter what I went through, no matter the things u saw me do , what am I really with out you ,no matter the person I became you saw me as the same , I love you bru ..
U got no clue.
So what is it I use as motivation to succeed?? ..
Who gives me the strength I really need, is it only physically I bleed ??
Who do I love now that I can't use a drug to fulfil that need?
Truth, I'm no longer in love ,I did reconnect with a god above for which I love , but on earth iv only ever felt one love, which also died , I fought, I tried resurrecting that love , that feeling, but it only caused more emotional bleeding, I wasn't prepared , just know i really cared.
Life doesn't ask you if your ready or not, so iv learned to appreciate the ones iv got, not the ones who forgot, so on you iv given up. You won Yesterday.
For now an ever , in my dreams we are together..
... Sweet dreams.....
I use to abuse every possible drug, this was the closest thing I felt to love .. I lost my connection with a god above .. A substitute abuser , a sad sore loser , I was no more than another user , with a problem of more than just an addiction , walk past me you'll feel the friction , it may be electric .. A little energetic , another kind of aura ,maybe even a little pathetic ..
If I lost yesterday that's okay, yesterday is over , that's my past, today's a new day, so watch me play , I'm playing today , can you comprehend what I'm trying to say??
Easy to forgive , hard to forget , karma is something that punishes you for what you regret , karma comes back an reclaims her debt .. So be cautious before placing your bet ..
Judge me if u know me today , but if you knew me yesterday , be careful of the words you spray,I hear everything you say..
Like an infection , I could never be the definition of perfection , so when you sleep know that I pray for your protection , In my dreams an yours I still feed you love an affection , that's where we together , till the day I die that's my form of forever , life did take my friend , but my life goes on its not yet the end, this is not a dead end , please these words try comprehend
Your still my friend , ill see you at the end .. Guess you beat me to the finish line , know that without you I'm not completely fine , everytime I think of you the shivers run down my spine , every night I look up I watch the stars shine , to me that's what you've become , your forever young ..
I don't live without you , I only breathe without you , I know your here in spirit , an yes I miss you, you know everything I went through, an homey that's why I'll always love you, you stuck by me no matter what I went through, no matter the things u saw me do , what am I really with out you ,no matter the person I became you saw me as the same , I love you bru ..
U got no clue.
So what is it I use as motivation to succeed?? ..
Who gives me the strength I really need, is it only physically I bleed ??
Who do I love now that I can't use a drug to fulfil that need?
Truth, I'm no longer in love ,I did reconnect with a god above for which I love , but on earth iv only ever felt one love, which also died , I fought, I tried resurrecting that love , that feeling, but it only caused more emotional bleeding, I wasn't prepared , just know i really cared.
Life doesn't ask you if your ready or not, so iv learned to appreciate the ones iv got, not the ones who forgot, so on you iv given up. You won Yesterday.
For now an ever , in my dreams we are together..
... Sweet dreams.....
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